I guess the truth is that God didn't move - I did. God kept nudging me to look deep within, but I refused to hear His whispers in my noisy, busy world. Though soft and faint, God's words were clear and dominate - He wanted me to search my impure heart and change from within to see the world I was trying to create through His eyes.
Most days it's so much easier to think of all that I am not. To reminisce on how "hard" my life has been, and how I feel a lot of people have had it easier than me. I find a sort of comfort in my decision to wallow in my sorrows, instead of hoping for … Continue reading What God Has Done
Describe the moment you knew He was Messiah—when you knew for sure He was the One. The One to give your whole life to. The One He said He was When I was thirteen and walking into my schools Christian club all alone but excited to hear about the God everyone kept boasting about. I … Continue reading The One
“Not one person can say I have it all together while trusting God… for the foundation of our salvation is faith and trust in His sufficiency, not our own.” I’d like to think of myself as a pretty humble person. I mean, I can’t even receive a compliment from someone without feeling blood creep up … Continue reading Its Okay To Not Be Okay With Me
We often question God and wonder where He is in our lives especially in seasons of waiting or misfortune. But if you truly think about it, as you silently exclaim “Where are you?!” it is evident that He is right there....
How do I even know what I’m battling is really sin? And even if I am sinning, God is going to love me anyway, right? I have been fighting hard these last few months accepting the fact that some of my “normal” and “routine” actions and behaviors are sin. After all, I’m not hurting anyone, … Continue reading When I sin, I miss God
“For the dead cannot praise You; they cannot raise their voices in praise. Those who go down to the grave can no longer hope in Your faithfulness. Only the living can Praise You as I do today. Each generation tells of Your faithfulness to the next.” Isaiah 38:18-19 As our relationship with God grows, when … Continue reading A Life of Worship
“May the Lord lead your hearts into a full understanding and expression of the love of God and the patient endurance that comes from Christ.” 2 Thessalonians 3:5 I originally started this post two months ago, and just could not find the time or motivation to finish it. I had no idea where God was … Continue reading What is love?
Saturday morning I woke and made my usual trek through the house to the bathroom as per my morning routine. Normally I'm walking around blindly because seeing is very difficult without the aid of my contacts, but that morning I saw the room adjacent to the bathroom so clearly. I experienced such a calming feeling, … Continue reading Under Construction
Let me just warn ya, this post is RANDOM and has absolutely nothing to do with the movie. It is simply all about the actual color purple. Totally nonsensical, especially for me because purple is one of my least favorite colors. So why are you going to blog about it Tifa? Just hear me out … Continue reading The Color Purple